Via Memorandum

We can try to move just past some things

But sometimes it gets a little hard 

I think about friends I had in past for me

Who now are gone so far

My friends are what I value most

At least, of the earthly things

It’s hard when you put so much into a friendship

Only for her to walk away and sing

Yes, she was my dream girl

Beautiful, smart, and fun

But I guess I was not her dream guy

I assume I’m not the one

I don’t say all this out of spite

I say it out of a depressing peace

One that covers me and comforts me

With the warm, welcoming fleece

I wish I would have kissed her

Even just one time

Now I still miss her

But I never crossed a line

If anything, she should regret not getting with me

I am such a great guy

I never thought about sex

And I would not have even tried

She knew Hebrew too, which was very cool

And impressed me even more

I would have taken Greek if I could have seen

Just what would have been in store. 

I have tried to put this in the past

And kill the memory, but it still lingers

It attaches itself to me and it surrounds me

Like greasiness on your fingers